You do one thing and then more things happen, good and bad, they continue to happen. U bowl a spare, u scratch a car. The world positions u to become yourself. It’s happening even when we can’t see it, and then suddenly we do, and we find ourselves in position, ready to be set in motion. Apartment leases fall out of the sky. Plane tickets sprout up from the ground. Fifteen dollars seems like a lot to spend. Twenty five feels like too little to save.

I don’t know what’s going on. Adults say I’m emerging. Adults say welcome to the real world. I don’t think the adults ever stopped emerging. I don’t think the world was ever not real.

anyway I’m doing my best to answer the calls I get and to keep up with the pace.

If I can’t say yes, I can not say no. If I feel like I’m not listening to the person in front of me I can ask myself what color their eyes are. If the grass is green over there it’s green over here too because grass is just green that’s the color of it. If I feel like I don’t have anything to myself I can give three or twenty dollars away.

If ur reading this in the future I’m leaping across time to where u are now. I don’t like to say should but U should bring one foot forward and then shift ur weight onto that and then let the other one follow. What else r u gonna do