june 7

called sarah to think out ideas on something
sarah is saying that once i understand you, yes this makes sense
but also lola i don't know anyone else who thinks about this the way you do
i'm telling sarah yeah i feel like an alien what's going on
we discuss different ways of approaching the same thing
we almost go in circles then sarah says
also you can absolutely do what you want



june 5 

seeing my self out
donating the feeling

june 4

skye mairin shubhra caro and i film some thing 
: - )



may 28

Image
Image
Image
this rock had a raise to it and i could sit lower than my calves and stretch 
also situated right in the middle of the stream like an island

may 26

saw sarah thankfully
went with sarah to see two apartments
then lassens. lassens in los feliz not echo park.

may 25

liv sarah bella and i walking around there and back 
today lasted foreeeevverrrr
we all agreed on it


may 21


laughing in the doorway
advising me on some thing
getting me to try beer
making the same joke over
hoisting me up to the roof

may 18

3/? today  

may 15

preparing my environment (body)

may 14

creating this and that

may 12

look outside tonight!!! 

may 8

went to groupie pearl & richard  
got sent a feeling i am scared to sleep off 

may 5

carried u in my arms 
sat u on my lap

may 4

2/?

may 2

i go alone 
i carry my self all the way through

may 1

i go to the river/ creek/ stream

april 30

im not doing much 
im seeing u in my dream
im getting a smog check

april 29

farmers market w shub 
we got cat called maybe 5 min after this pic
we are excited about the radishes

april 27

1/?  

phoning home

april 26

in traffic 
seeing so much

april 24

liv's breakfast 

april 23

skye scripted my blog and pitch decked my blog >
i blog skye scripting and pitch decking my blog >




april 21

waiting by the phone for some reason 
i don't know yet


april 20

i love easter because you love easter!!!! 

april 19

sun is out again 
not finding any words

april 18

 
went back to here to remember something
saw two birds flying and their angel outlines


april 16

precious

april


sleeping with one palm up

april 9

1st time taking product shots!!
kind of took all day super fun


april 2

writing whatever on the cafe napkins 
the woman sitting next to my table saw and pulled 2 pieces of lined paper out of her notebook for me
she's the second stranger to gift me free paper in the neighborhood (see feb 12)
i purchased green juice with a long long red straw, $8

april 1

today i am not pranking and i am not lying either 

😉

march 30

apt activity report

1/3 of us:
bringing home some thing
buying vitamin c packet drink

at least 2/3 of us:
squeezing lemon in water
drinking tangerine juice
drinking out of jars
forgetting which jars

3/3 of us:
collaborating on the eggs

march 28

made a decision

march 26

walking around the neighborhood with scotch tape 
posting



march 23

I REMOVED UNDERLINED LINKS ON THE SITE 
BUT THE LINKS ARE STILL THERE
IT JUST GOING TO LOOK NOW LIKE THIS

march 21


if im hiding its here and i am

march 20

walking to coffee walking to pilates 
driving to see my grandma driving to bowling
bowling 1 strike and bowling 4 spares
this not being the point of bowling to me
the point of bowling to me being high fiving
driving back home
staring into linkedin tears in my eyes
and going to sleep

march 19

shubhra and me climbed the tree 
given sage, citrus, fennel, + peppercorn by a stranger (david)

march 17


asked liv if she understands blue tooth she said no
asked justin if he understands blue tooth he said he has theories but not really no
looked up blue tooth. blue tooth was named after a viking who unified denmark and norway in the 10th century. looked at electromagnetic spectrum illustrations on google images
asked justin my stupid questions cuz he explains it



 


march 06

liv stopped by my room 
she said can i switch your lamp on and off once
i said of course ya

february 26

at the rock wall

february 25


record keeping
house cleaning
drawing tracing
trying trying

february 24

messing up like all the time


february 21

february 20

interior designing realistically


february 12

given a fortuitous and unexpected surplus of free paper in a manila folder  
by a generous stranger today
because i was in the small market and asking for printer paper and they had none
and she overheard and walked me over to her office a block down
thank you Kandy

february 09

listening to pearl


february 05

january 30

bad picture <3

january 29


i've never resonated with math
now it's the only way i'm expressing any thing

january 28

identifying with < experienced in

january 25

learning something new

january 22

what i post on my blog i post on my walls 
what i post on my walls i post on my blog

january 20

places I have received wishes from:

Iisalmi, Finland
London, UK
Leeds, UK
Karlsruche, Germany
Potsdam, Germany
Mumbai, India
Delhi, India
Noida, India
Kilrush, Ireland
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
Melbourne, Australia
Seattle, Washington
District of Columbia, Washington
Burien, Washington
Fort Meyers, Florida
East Providence, Rhode Island
Los Angeles, California
El Sobrante, California
Culver City, California
Pasadena, California
San Fransisco, California
Medford, Oregon
Troutdale, Oregon
Florence, Oregon
Athens, Pennsylvania
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
Denver, Colorado
Fort Collins, Colorado
Durham, North Carolina
Alpharetta, Georgia
Ulster Park, New York
Albany, New York
New York, New York
Austin, Texas
McKinney, Texas
Shoreview, Minnesota
Wyoming, Michigan
Richmond, Virginia
Las Vegas, Nevada
Chicago, Illinois

:.)

*last updated 03/29/2025
all further updates are documented on this list




january 17

i bought my first nice pajama set

january 15

anonymous wish submission that came in today at 111

january 14

22 today 
gifted 120 crayons
drew 2 pictures of 2 horses running together

january 06 07 08 09 10 11 12 13

there is nothing i know how to say yet

january 02

wake 
zoom
car wash
lose aux cord to car wash vacuum
grocery shop
climb stairs
sit down
drive
work

january 01 2025

december 31

alone in the apartment 
my mom made me almond milk
wearing my robe

december 30

la is shy today
palm trees are hiding behind the air

december 20

december 19

december 17

green apple +
almond butter
+ honey
little bowl

november 27

water

bone broth

roasted dandelion root tea

herbs eucalyptus electrolytes

november 26

we might have little ghosts here 
liv and i both thought this independently as we were falling asleep.
things popping up in places no one put them.
shubhra's bike mysteriously stolen and mysteriously returned.

salted the windows

november 25

sweet potato
garam masala

nov 18

starting